Stream of consciosness...2

I see you, smiling
covering your mouth
hiding
teeth, destroyed
by the syrup we craved
believing
that it will connect us
make us feel
help us touch god
free us from the chains
of society, being good boys
trying
to run away from ourselves.

I see you, laughing
my sweet, sweet brother
forgetting
to cover your mouth
as you tell me of your love
share with me your joy
fill me with your happiness
finding
peace, god and yourself
no more
running away
just hold her hand
look into her eyes
finding
last 25 years not wasted
just a detour
to the happiness today.